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today's been a bad day. mostly because i went to bed at 8 last night, and woke up at 6 today, and my dad's sleeping downstairs because he's really sick, so i couldn't go on the computer so i was stuck sitting listening to my ipod thinking of a major issue of mine for over an hour. but i vented a bit in a doc about it, so i've managed to stuff it back into the back of my mind again.

but part of relates to how different things are now from high school, and how much i want high school back. dear god, do i want high school back. and i'm fucking terrified, because in april i graduate from being a college student and still being close enough to a teenager, to a full adult with a job and responsibilities. vince and the rest of the world seem to be doing alright. but holy crap i'm not ready to be an adult.

last year i switched to the three year program for legitimate mental health reasons. but thinking about it now, that if i hadn't i'd already have been working for nearly a year also scares me. i'm so happy now that i switched to have another year of teenager-hood. i keep thinking that if i fail a course, i can go back and do it next year. but that leaves me in a LOT of debt, and with everyone disspointed in me. so i have to graduate in april. i have 4 months left of being a teenager, and it's too short. i'm not ready yet.

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i finally write fic again! haha!

and because i'm really all about the threesome, i'm thinking about adding a second part where cormac confronts harry and ron the next time they come to his pub.

Title: Liars, and other horrible things
Rating: R
Summary: Cormac owns a bar, and Harry and Ron are patrons.
Wordcount: 1520
Warnings: told from Cormac's pov. Which is sexist, homophobic, and kind of ignorant in general. I'd say it's H/R centric enough to be here though.
Author's notes: this is a salvaged bit from one of my attempts at bestmates_xmas. There are many more fics like this to come, paragraphs turned into fics. Oh, and a huge nanowrimo sized fic that I couldn't finish in time.

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