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Apr. 15th, 2008 12:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gala_applesif one would ask me to rate my stress level right now, it would be:
hemmoraging puke.
as in, i feel so freaked out and nauseous, it's as though my entire system has turned into bile and vomit, and if i was to cut open my jugular, all that would come out is sprays and sprays of puke. exorcist style, but out the neck.
i need to figure out a way to calm down, that doesn't involve narcotics. holy crap, i think i might pass out from nerves. i have to keep reminding myself to take deep breaths.
i fucking hate email. so much. the longer i sit here trying to figure out how i feel, the more terror becomes my primary feeling.
hemmoraging puke.
as in, i feel so freaked out and nauseous, it's as though my entire system has turned into bile and vomit, and if i was to cut open my jugular, all that would come out is sprays and sprays of puke. exorcist style, but out the neck.
i need to figure out a way to calm down, that doesn't involve narcotics. holy crap, i think i might pass out from nerves. i have to keep reminding myself to take deep breaths.
i fucking hate email. so much. the longer i sit here trying to figure out how i feel, the more terror becomes my primary feeling.