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Sep. 29th, 2011 06:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
gala_applesSo my neurologist didn't have the worst news, but it wasn't the best news either.
My MRI got flagged as suspicious for multiple sclerosis, so he did some physical tests. His physical examination made him doubt I have it. Problem being as he was testing my feet and hands, I wasn't having any numbness. So he was basically testing me as I felt normal.
He has me seeing another MRI place in november, this time they're going to pump dye into my veins and see if they can see things better. And I'm supposed to see him in six months or if I get a new symptom. This has meant me going onto wiki and looking to see what symptoms I should flag and call in for. Which is fucking with my head, when I see stuff like 80% of individuals with numbness or weakness are left with lasting disability. (the symptom that made me go in). FANTASTIC.
When we were going home I looked at the copy of the report for the second MRI. He wants me to get a more in depth one because I have two lesions on my brain, and I guess they wanna see what that's about.
So....maybe not MS, plz wait for more symptoms. And you have damage on your brain, we're not sure why. But my next test isn't until mid november, and I need to get a fucking JOB. My last job went horribly, just in case you weren't around for that. Horrible enough that I didn't work for over a year because I was freaked out about getting another one. So now I get to have ALLLLLLLL the stress, instead of just some of it.
For now, let's discuss more pleasant things. I have a concept for my polygamybb, but I haven't quite narrowed down pairings.
[Poll #1782746]
My MRI got flagged as suspicious for multiple sclerosis, so he did some physical tests. His physical examination made him doubt I have it. Problem being as he was testing my feet and hands, I wasn't having any numbness. So he was basically testing me as I felt normal.
He has me seeing another MRI place in november, this time they're going to pump dye into my veins and see if they can see things better. And I'm supposed to see him in six months or if I get a new symptom. This has meant me going onto wiki and looking to see what symptoms I should flag and call in for. Which is fucking with my head, when I see stuff like 80% of individuals with numbness or weakness are left with lasting disability. (the symptom that made me go in). FANTASTIC.
When we were going home I looked at the copy of the report for the second MRI. He wants me to get a more in depth one because I have two lesions on my brain, and I guess they wanna see what that's about.
So....maybe not MS, plz wait for more symptoms. And you have damage on your brain, we're not sure why. But my next test isn't until mid november, and I need to get a fucking JOB. My last job went horribly, just in case you weren't around for that. Horrible enough that I didn't work for over a year because I was freaked out about getting another one. So now I get to have ALLLLLLLL the stress, instead of just some of it.
For now, let's discuss more pleasant things. I have a concept for my polygamybb, but I haven't quite narrowed down pairings.
[Poll #1782746]
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Date: 2011-09-30 12:59 am (UTC)good luck job hunting, and i hope it is stressless, and that when you find something, its awesome!
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Date: 2011-09-30 02:40 am (UTC)*CLINGS TO YOU*
also your poll has a lack of Brendon/anyonepanic as an option and for panic 2.0 it says Brendon/Spencer/Ryan/Brendon...which made me scratch my head but also beam. and for 2.0 I couldn't answer with B/J for apparent reasons
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Date: 2011-09-30 07:26 am (UTC)Also. Like I'd ever reply anything other than Ryan.
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Date: 2011-09-30 06:29 pm (UTC)At least you're seeing the doctor and getting tests and jobhunting. I know it's stressful and scary but you're Dealing With It like a champion :)
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Date: 2011-10-05 04:14 am (UTC)The idea of fic about Mikey/Panic 3 has me very interested.