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Jun. 26th, 2011 07:27 amEvery night I stay up later and later. I'm beginning to think it's a method of self-destruction. Not to be all LOOKIT ME, I HAVE PROBLEMS, but there are only so many days you can stay awake until 7.24 am before you realise it's probably not good.
Gonna try to break the cycle today. I'll stay up until three or four pm, have a quick nap until Jasley gets home, and then go to bed for real at ten or eleven. I've been considering going back on anti-depressants, because I've been feeling fucking OFF, but might as well try the natural cures of sleeping like a normal human being, and eating three meals at day, that aren't at 4pm, 7pm, and 6am.
AMUSING ETA: I totally had a nightmare with William Beckett in it last night. I lived in a world where everyone knew about aliens, it was just another thing. At the end of the nightmare an alien broke into my house and kidnapped me and I was screaming at my parents that I loved them because I knew I wasn't coming back. (and then I woke up crying) BUT THAT'S NOT THE IMPORTANT PART. The important part was before I got kidnapped, I talked to William, because he was sort of like a Jehovah, coming door to door, telling people about this one specific alien race. I was all what's so good about them, and he told me those that followed them would be promised fame and fortune. I was all did you start worshipping them before or after Panic got headliner. Apparently dream!gala is a bitch.
Gonna try to break the cycle today. I'll stay up until three or four pm, have a quick nap until Jasley gets home, and then go to bed for real at ten or eleven. I've been considering going back on anti-depressants, because I've been feeling fucking OFF, but might as well try the natural cures of sleeping like a normal human being, and eating three meals at day, that aren't at 4pm, 7pm, and 6am.
AMUSING ETA: I totally had a nightmare with William Beckett in it last night. I lived in a world where everyone knew about aliens, it was just another thing. At the end of the nightmare an alien broke into my house and kidnapped me and I was screaming at my parents that I loved them because I knew I wasn't coming back. (and then I woke up crying) BUT THAT'S NOT THE IMPORTANT PART. The important part was before I got kidnapped, I talked to William, because he was sort of like a Jehovah, coming door to door, telling people about this one specific alien race. I was all what's so good about them, and he told me those that followed them would be promised fame and fortune. I was all did you start worshipping them before or after Panic got headliner. Apparently dream!gala is a bitch.