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OH!
THE!
PAIN!
going over my fics in my ff.net account. so much fluff. so many original charecters. though, they aren't mary sues, they appear to be kerry sues. (people that are depressed and have everything wrong in their life)
i have deleted about half of the stories. shudder, it hurts to even read them.

i traded presents with everyone at school today. i got:
about 5 notebooks (im the only writer in the crowd)
a hand painted figurine (she's artistic)
gay porn (from a guy, how cool is that? i love bisexual friends)
really cool shoelaces (80's neon yellow)
a cd (horrorpops are wonderful, if you like alternative type music)

things aren't going so well on the homefront though. i'm used to mom being depressed, she's been since i was 12, but now da's getting there. and i can't handle both being miserable at the same time.
it's sort of funny. my mom is depressed, and blind in one eye, my dad is depressed and overweight to the point it could kill him, and i'm mental. if anyone cares to know more about my mental issues, ask, and i'll do another post. it's way too much for this post though. but our family is messed up, and all of my realitives are perfect.
and i mean perfect. my female cousins win money skating and highland dancing (we're all scottish), my male cousins win money bag-piping and betting on football. my aunts and uncles live in the rich area of town, and we're ok, but only because my grandpa gives us money.

on the other hand, did they write 60000 words in a month? no! i am the best writer in my family! mwah ha ha, take that, all!