I'm not even that drunk! I haven't really been drinking, well a little and I haven't drunk in months and months so it's hit me harder than it should, but mostly I'm just weirdly happy and hyper and FREAKING OUT all at the same time, but then I'm always fucking freaking out over something, but I'm getting better at controlling it, okay, hyper, yes, a little hyper. But it's all going to be okay!
God con! OMG I need to send away for my new passport! mine runs out of validation in March, but you need to have a passport valid for six months before you can travel to the US now *headdesk* first hurdle! I'm still not sure how I'm going to make con work, but I know I want it to!
My dad keeps freaking out about the fact I'm not doing my master's degree next year, he's even offered to pay for it he wants me to be doing that so badly, but I told him I want a year out to work in the real world, which could be the biggest mistake ever, but at least if I spend a year doing that I can go back to the safe world of academia a few months later rather than spending another year at university to get another degree and then going into the "real world" and finding I suck at it.
OMG I'm so RANTY TODAY! AND AGAIN HYPER! AND AND AND!!! ohh pretty butterflies...
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Date: 2010-01-01 03:04 am (UTC)God con! OMG I need to send away for my new passport! mine runs out of validation in March, but you need to have a passport valid for six months before you can travel to the US now *headdesk* first hurdle! I'm still not sure how I'm going to make con work, but I know I want it to!
My dad keeps freaking out about the fact I'm not doing my master's degree next year, he's even offered to pay for it he wants me to be doing that so badly, but I told him I want a year out to work in the real world, which could be the biggest mistake ever, but at least if I spend a year doing that I can go back to the safe world of academia a few months later rather than spending another year at university to get another degree and then going into the "real world" and finding I suck at it.
OMG I'm so RANTY TODAY! AND AGAIN HYPER! AND AND AND!!! ohh pretty butterflies...