If it makes you feel better, I cried when I wrote it. Ugh. Mikey. Being trans sucks. Alicia and Pete are pretty great. And the thing is, Gerard and Ray and Frank would be too, if he told them. They'd encourage him to transition, they'd support the fuck out of it. It's just the repercussions are too high for it, so he won't. UGH. MIKEY.